Today was really nice. Not necessarily all that productive... but really nice none the less. Woke up to morning greetings from the man and continued by watching an amazing documentary entitled "The Butch Factor" and it is a documentary about masculinity within gay culture. Really good and filled with lots of cute guys kissing and just being in love. I highly recommend it anyone. You can watch it for free at www.logotv.com under their documentaries section!
Next I was off to a silent brunch with friends that wasn't that exciting. Came back and did homework and watched ghost tv and scary movies. I don't know what it is about scary stuff that pulls me in. I hate it! I have an overactive imagination that usually results in me not being able to sleep. But whenever it is on TV I have to watch it; especially if its on in the daytime... for some reason its less scary that way... Next I was off to a recital that was really nice, but a little long, and I got very warm and sleepy and I dozed off a couple of times. oops...
Came back and hung with my best friend Maija and we joked (me on paper, her out loud) and finally decided that we should go out for some much needed food at Dong Po. We really needed some sushi in our life. Boy did it taste delicious and I also had a new dish. Chicken and shrimp with mixed vegetables in a spicy brown sauce... super good.
Highlight of the night? Watching "The Amazing Race" with Maija and the man... so good and so funny. I really can't wait to apply... I would kill to be on that show. Maija and I have always wanted to go, but its also the BF's favorite show too... I don't know if any of you have ever looked at the application, but its crazy. So many crazy stupid questions... I'll do a little survey: Should I apply to be on Survivor or Amazing Race? Let me know.
Not many new discoveries today, just that I can't stop uncontrollably speaking. Its usually only one little phrase or comment, but still its really frustrating because I am actually trying my hardest. I'm not even laughing like I usually do because I really want this thing to shrink. I really don't know what I'll do if I have to get surgery. I have everything planned out just so for a little bit now and this could throw a HUGE kink into it. I'm trying not to get down about it and its really hard without my family around for it. I know they would all kill to be with me and at the appointments, but its a part of growing up I guess. Thank god for the man, I really don't know what I'd do without him. My friends too, they keep me in amazing spirits and really help the hours pass.
I hope you guys are enjoying reading this as much as I miss talking... lol
Love y'all
~The Gay Mute
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